Nobody needs. Everyone wants.

Yooo I need money.
I need a j-o-b.
I need a car.
I need an iPod.
I need some love. lol

In this world, nobody needs anything. Everybody wants things. But, seriously, I do need a job. I wanna buy things for myself. I don't like the feeling that my 'rents pay for things. When I was in NY a couple weeks ago, I had a job with my cousins doing AC work. It was a lil above minimum wage. I was gettin' like $45-50 per day. So I made at least $200+, but I was spending money too. I wanna get a decent job, sike! At this point idc where I work. I'll flip burgers now. But not for the rest of my life...I make $ here and there by sellin CD's soo hit me up if u need some. And rappin' ain't gettin me shittttt. I don't do it for money. I do it for the passion. But a dude gotta get paid! So if know a place that's hiring, call me! I could of had a plan for this year:

Get a job.
Save up like 2 g's.
buy a car.

that's it. I got my license in Jan. and im tired of driving my sister's car and having to ask for it and shit. I want a teggy [Acura Integra] or like a Maxima or something that drives. No piece of shit tho. Hopefully by Christmas or my b-day [March 1st] ill have some money or a car.

That's word.

-Peace.

Outside Lookin In

Since this year started, its been shit. Literally, like nothing prosperous has happened. Like idk, I have the craziest thought about things. I feel like a tool sometimes. People call me for things and when its done, we're done. Its like I have the illest bad luck. Here's a quick list of things so far:

• Mic got damaged
• iPod broke
• Girl problems
• Family is fucked up
• Everybody is dying, yo!
• Got beef wit dudes for no reason
• Getting in trouble OD
• Madd ppl talkin shit
• the same people saying Whats up to me!
• WTF!
• Computer problems
• Got in like 3 car accidents
• Car problems out the ass
• Friends or phonies?
• Nobody respects me
  

It's a lot more shit, but i just cant think now. I swear i got a hoax on me or some shit. Some things cant be explained wit words. Sometimes i feel like my world is collapsing slowly. People just don't give a fuck anymore. Through all of this, i've sort of found a portion of myself. I got a idgaf mentality. I don't take anyone's bullshit anymore. If I have something to tell, I will. I hold nothing back. I can give 2 fucks about anyone's emotions, to an extent. I feel mad ruthless, heartless, emotionless. Deadass. But i jus thats me and life. Everybody goes through this, but I feel like I should not have to take all this in now. I need a break from this. And even when I think its over, a new chapter begins. All I can do now is live & learn with no concern.

word.
-Peace.

Introduction.

Well i've finally made an account. I think a lot about various subjects and open my mind to various ideas. This is exactly what my blog is about. It can vary from music, art, people, and just random thoughts in my cranium. I just I have to introduce my myself to the world of blogging. My name is Ganesh Ramnaraine. But, some people know me as Thoro. I was born in the Bronx, NY. I moved to Florida when I was nine and I believe its the worst decision my parents ever made [will elaborate on this another time]. I am a rapper. I don't think I was born to this, but I sort of became it. I don't know. I began rapping at nine. I used to listen to a lot of music at the time. I was starting to realize the meaning of the lyrics and all that. So time to time I wrote down stuff, not songs with hooks and shit but like two to four bars. Im 17 years old now and i've recording one mixtape entitled Thorologic. Im not like any rapper you hear today. I see myself an independent. I never conformed when it came to rapping. I don't rap about money, cars, drugs, guns, etc. etc. etc. I rap about real topics and I speak my mind. And speaking my mind is what I'm definitely going to do on this blog. So thats all I have to say...for now.

-Peace
www.myspace.com/thorothekid
Real Hip Hop. Real Life. Real Words.